Monday, November 13, 2006

Kids Say the Darndest Things

As I was putting my shoes on this morning before going to work, out of the blue my youngest half-brother, age 7, said to me, “You look pretty today.” Wow. Amazing who a compliment can come from when you least expect it.

Later on today, I get a call from my grandmother telling me that Alex said to her, “Rowan’s so pretty. She’s much prettier than my mama.” Someone give the kid $100 bucks! Man! I’ve wanted to hear something like that all my life! For those that don’t know, my biological mother and I DO NOT get along and I do my darndest to not look like her. It’s really not that hard—I’m an inch taller than her now (not saying a lot since I’m only 5’1”, but every inch counts!) and my hair is curly and my figure is more hourglass instead of box. Usually, I feel like Laetitia Casta when I’m next to her.

Still, his words couldn’t have come at a better time when I’ve been struggling with weight and a boyfriend who stated he doesn’t find me attractive at my current weight. It’s a lot to swallow.

I might just have to be nice to the little snot for some time now since he made me feel so much better today without even trying.

Kids say the darndest things!

Friday, November 10, 2006

“And if I’m wastin’ all your time …”

I don’t know if I like it when a relationship reaches that introspective point where one person (or both) feel the need to assess where they are going and if they should stay with the person they’re with.

Tori Amos lyrics run through my head all the time, but the one that is sticking today is, “And if I’m wastin’ all your time this time …”

I have many things that must get done. I will be in Finland in 19 days. I need to get some vaccinations so that I can apply for college (apparently, I am very much so behind). I want to send my application in by next week.

I simply wish this period of introspection would have come at a different time. But, I cannot plan everything. I cannot have as much control as I would like over everything. Life simply doesn’t work that way.

And whatever happens, I’ll live. That’s a given: I’ll live. Stubborn and strong—that’s me.

I just don’t like thinking that I’ll be lonely. Loneliness is a killer.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Finnish Meatballs

I have been on a Finnish food kick lately, oddly enough. I find it ironic because when I was living in Finland, I HATED Finnish food. Couldn’t stand it. Now I’m in my kitchen cooking it.

Life, you have a sick sense of humour!


SUOMALAISEN LIHAPULLAT

Finnish Meatballs

Meatballs:

  • 500 g (about 1 lb.) ground beef or substitute part of the beef with ground pork (I use ground beef mixed with Jimmy Dean’s Sage-flavoured ground sausage)
  • 50 ml (about 3-4 Tbsp) dry breadcrumbs (I used much more than this—if you find the meat mixture is too soft, add until it firms up)
  • 150 - 200 ml (a little less than 1 c.) heavy cream
  • 1 small egg
  • 1 small onion
  • 1 tsp salt
  • ¼ tsp white pepper
  • 1/8 tsp allspice

For Gravy:

  • 2 - 3 Tbsp flour
  • 1 - 2 Tbsp butter
  • about ½ l beef stock
  • 50 - 100 ml sour cream
  • salt and pepper to taste

Grate or chop the onion extremely fine. Mix the cream and the breadcrumbs and let the mixture stand for a few minutes until the cream is absorbed in the breadcrumbs, making them thoroughly soft. Add the egg, meat and seasonings.

Knead the mixture thoroughly by hand until it is smooth and firm. Form the mixture into small balls (2½ - 3 cm) with clean, moistened hands.

Melt some butter in a medium-sized hot skillet. Add meatballs—about 20 or less at a time—and lower the heat to medium-high. Using a wooden spatula or cooking tongs, gently keep turning the meatballs over until they are lightly browned from all over and hold their round shape.

Continue cooking by shaking the skillet every now and then so that the meatballs roll around and brown evenly. They will be further baked in oven, so they do not have to be cooked through at this stage. Pour the meatballs in a deep oven casserole (with a lid) to wait for the sauce.

Preparing the gravy:

Bring the stock to the boil and keep it hot. Pour the flour in a medium-hot, dry skillet. Using a wooden spatula, keep stirring the flour without a break until it turns golden brown in colour and starts to develop a nutty aroma. Make sure not to burn the flour.

Add the butter to the flour and mix quickly, so that it will be absorbed in the flour. You may need some extra butter—all of the flour should be mixed with it. Immediately start pouring the boiling hot stock in the skillet a little at a time, using a whisk to constantly stir it in. Watch out for the hot steam. You may not need to use all of the stock. Mix well, whisking until no lumps remain. You can also transfer the gravy back into the pot you used to boil the stock if it makes whisking easier.

Add sour cream to taste, whisking until thoroughly mixed. Bring to a boil and then pour over meatballs.

Cover casserole dish with lid and put into the oven at 200°C/390°F until meatballs are cooked through and sauce has thickened.

Serve with potatoes (boiled or mashed) with lingonberry jam.

Lihamakaronilaatikko


As I mentioned in the above entry, Ive been on a Finnish food kick.

For Sunday, I made lihamakaronilaatikko. Its not quite the national food of Finland, but I think its damn close.

Recipe isn't posted because Im still tweaking it. But, if anyone really wants it, send me a comment and Ill get off my butt and tweak faster!